Walk Along Side Me

This is what I'm trying to do.  Being consumed is a horrible feeling.  It makes it hard to focus on anything else.  It sucks the joy out of the good things you still have.  I hate it! 

So, I am trying to learn to let my grief walk along side me by allowing Jeffrey and the memories we made to all be part of my life.  I'm also trying to accept what has happened, which really just means learning to accept that I will never understand. 

It seems to be working a little because I do feel less consumed, more at peace, and so very thankful for every second we had.